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(Day 13) - 'Till Death Do Us Part Labels: Surprise Me God experiment
I got violently sick today.
It came so suddenly too.. One moment I was sitting in church, the next I'm hurling chunks.
I despise falling ill. I rarely do; but when I do, it mostly ends up having me wanting to curl up somewhere dark and give people blank stares.
Wewe mentioned I looked horrible. And for him to pass on a comment like that means I seriously got to take care lest I die or something. True story.
Mmmm.. I don't really quite know how to explain, but I've been feeling oppressed.
I'm experiencing things I've never before.
daddy says sometimes God brings us through circumstances so that we can help others go through similar ones in future.
Perhaps.
And I find it hard to specifically explain it to those who care.. Like what's going on and what's wrong.
They'll ask, and they'll get "I'm alright. -smile- You can keep me in prayers though." in return. But truly, please pray.
Cause I don't know how to put it into words. I can try. But it'll just end up sounding like something that I can brush easily away when it's not.
I don't even know what I'm talking about now...
yucks.
It's like I feel satan's waiting in the wings for me to slip just a little bit, so as to stick a foothold on me.
But my God fights for me, and He protects me. The battle's already won. I take courage in that knowledge. Time after time I remind myself :}
I may not comprehend, those I love may not understand; but my God sees all and knows all. He's got the big picture.
Sigh... I just got to trust Him and go along for the ride.
