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Friday, September 07, 2007

(Day 11) - Hamster On A Wheel

So I was feeding the hamsters today; when my favourite fattyfatty one caught my eye.
It's name is Ichi. And it was running on its wheel, looking as if it haven't a care in the world, or the musty cage, in this case.

It just kept running. The wheel can only go so many revolutions before it bores even its plastic sporks to death, and still Ichi kept on going and going.

I thought my day went rather like that of Ichi on the wheel.
Won't lay out my schedule, but today was really filled to the brim with meeting up with people. But still I want to keep on going and going, cause it's such a blessing to be around those you care about. To love and laugh and thank God for allowing me to run into them along the road to journey's end. Sometimes even over them. Haaaah.

Even when I reached home at ten in the night, there was still time to take a stroll with daddy. We bought a bottle of Carlsberg from the kopitiam downstairs on a whim, and were swigging from it as we walked, talked, enjoyed each other's company.
That's what it was - enjoying each other's company.

If I could keep going on and on round the wheel of life just plain being around the people I love.. enjoying their company. But for how long? How long more...
If, or when, depending on the mood now I guess, it all comes to pass and there's no more tracks to run on.. What then?

If I were to remove that wheel the hamsters have come to take advantage of its always being there, will they still continue to run? On the kitty litter and sawdust?

What then?

God, You'll still be there. Always and eternal.
Truly no eyes have seen and no heart can fully comprehend ALL that You are.

Love You :}

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