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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

(Day 2) - "My Best Friend In The World, I Know He Means Much More To You"

It came in the form of an sms again.
He stopped msging me a short while back ever since he got together with his girlfriend. She was the jealous sort. Even after he broke up with her, the frequent sms-es still never came. Because he, in his own words, knew she became closer to me in friendship and it didn't feel right to squash me in the middle with both their problems.
Oh, to be concerned of how I would feel when you aren't even sure of your own yet, you poor deluded boy! Sigh. You know I love you. But sometimes you make people just wanna strangle you.

What do you do when you want to help a friend who means so much to you, but his view seems to be clouded by emotions gone all haywire and confused? And he's just charging on ahead and going about it stubbornly his own way.

I felt that I've done all that I could, and was just waiting for him to break down enough to open up a space in his heart to let God in to comfort.

That day came today along with his sms. After such a long hiatus, it was rather shocking.
God gave me a chance to listen and to be there.
He gave me a chance to be a friend.

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