You know, I'm glad you cried so hard today. Proves you're only human and are willing to let God take over instead of driving yourself crazy with that fluctuating emo-ness of yours.. I'm glad you picked the best place to release that floodgate too. Say amen to best friends, a third-party brother, and fried chicken round a wooden dining table.
Man.. we're so similar.
You think circumstances will ever repeat themselves? Like our inside joke, will you be the one to crush my face against your breasts next time round?
Cling on, and cling hard to our Lord Jesus. Even though He may not explain what is happening in the present to you now, know that someday everything will be revealed. And know that there is no circumstance where He'll not let His grace reach you.