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Rwoaarrh! Was so sickening tired today!
My left arm's aching from the typhoid vaccination I went for, and my brain was rotting from the health&wealth gospel I was subjected to.
Had one of those God-is-so-real-it's-scary moments today. Some chain of events triggered it off, and I had it rubbed in my face what of 'He is God, and I'm His creature'. It's good for me to be reminded of that actually - A humbling of heart.
I tend to take You for granted sometimes, and I'm sorry.
I went to lie on the balcony floor again too. It's starting to become one of my favourite haunts to spend really personal time talking to my God. There's this sense of relaxation and complete surrender when sprawled on the cool linoleum.. staring up at the sky. I was actually contemplating my future, which is SO NORMAL for an eighteen year old to do so. I was telling Him that it's a struggle to not be able to gauge what's going to happen five ten years from now, I'm only human.. but at the same time, that's part of the whole thrill in trusting in Him to be faithful in His promises, and to do good for He is all things good.
A prayer:
The more I be around him, the more I realise I'm getting in too deep to ever come out of unscathed. But still I know it's something I want to get myself into - Is that wrong?
